The way light reflects the illusion of reality is fascinating. I am learning how to embrace the challenges of a spiritual life. Trusting in the unknown, Staying present, even in pain. Loving life and the apparent chaos of infinite energies. So much to accept in a limited body, and yet the beauty of recognition draws me forward. Remembering the light I am, is the engine of my quest. I love so deeply that I can hardly accept the limitations of human emotion. Deviations and discussions seem trivial and unnecessary. Why do I float like vapor, when I obviously have hands with purpose? How long will it take for me to embrace my purpose? The question is on the table. I look for clues knowing that in time I will know.